welll...

so many days have passed.
let mi update abit ba.althought there is still bad thing.

last friday went pub with jw/jx/darren/alvin/ went to drink and smoke.
quite enjoy there..and jx was drunk ... den something happened-.-
sorry don wish to say behind =\ after that cabbed home.
reach home at 5am+ . went to bath and slp ~
later on...around 9am... jin jie call mi .. say .
JinJie"hey u later at night free or not"
mi" y leh "
JinJie"tml my bday "
me"wah ... ok lor i free"
JinJIe"u still sleeping ar "
me"ok la. just reach home not long nia u say leh"
JinJie" haha paiseh leh. so u coming hor"
mi"ya see cya later. sms the address"
so.. after we hang up . i cant slp anymore -.- so wake up..
dota abit..den afternoon went out awhile..
den at night meet joosan/chin hup at cck.
smoke awhile talk awhile..den we take cab go down.
the pub name nice.. it call
"Talk Cock Sing Song"
lol went there.. hm.. not bad.. jinjie and her sister and her
sister friend already there waiting.
not really alot pple . went there.. just sit down..
drink liao -_- .. cos we late. lol.
den play dice.. and afew game.. drank alot.
starting i saw jinjie sister de friend look not bad..
LOLS. so...kay siao talk to her..den after that..
drink alot..suddenly jinjie cry..i was stun la..
cos i busy talking to that gal =\ well i know i was flirt.
but it just playing game..den making her drunk x=
too bad her sister take over -.- cos she gona drive later.
den.. when jin jie cry.. we all stun... welll...
it the same old reason . about gal.. an wei him abit..
but he drinking more and more..den he drunk le -.-
crying and shouting... looking at hp...
tear keep dropping... throwing hp on ground...
sister hug him cry together.. =\ it was fun at the starting..
den suddenly all not playing..den after that he drunk till..
go toilet vomit..while we all going look after him.
force him drink more to vomit all out etc.
den soon carry him back and let him slp on the sofa there.
den that gal.. whisper to mi..
selina" got time pei pei ta.. "
i " not i don want it.. this kind of thing he wont tell us also de"
selina" hais nvm "
den after that i drink alot with friend.. 1 time dirnk like 6-9 .
den drink and drink~ till they thought i am drunk.
went toilet..i saw that gal.. come out with jinjie sister..
i was.. abit stun. guess they r lesbian ? =\
well after went toilet.. go back..
well but i am not drunk but alot pple thought.. the gal come again.
selina" u ok mah"
i " haiya i never drunk la"
selina " smile...and look at mi "
i " u really don believe? "
selina " kk i believe.. "
i "hm..u got bf mah?" <-- actually testing her. cos i know she is les.
selina" ya. "
i " hm.. issit at here or?"
selina " u guess lor"
i " hm.. u tell mi better ba "
selina " actually.. i am very open if u go out with mi more u will know how
crazy i can be"
i " wah how crazy "
selina " till.. alot.. maybe lc each other..etc etc "
i " den can i also ? "
k. conversation shall not cont . LOL.
den after that.. when near to going home...
cos jinjie wake up...he saw 1 sms.. and he tear again..
the gal so sad..till..she start to cry.. =\
den is like i 1 side lending my shoulder to jinjie..another side..
for her -_- ... i feel abit sad la... suddenly pple cry. i don know what to do.
sigh . after that..when they r ok le. hm.. that gal drive us home. as
we all stay bukit panjang area also =)) reach home 6am++
finally i can slp ..~~

k afew day later...

been busy working recently.2 new comer came afew day ago.
den know each other and really get quite well .
talking all days. clubbing. gal etc -_-...
well can see they all chiongster type.all smoker somemore.
haha only i never smoke there k ! it just hard to believe.
well sometime with them abit weird la. all they do is..
say.. " wah u see that gal "
" wah look at ur clock of 12pm etc."
it like -_- see nia.. why must see until like wolf like that .
i feel abit bo liao ba. maybe not so click . lol. well.. who care.
this friday my last day =))
guess i end here... gona slp soon . been working OT recently .
too busy.

- vampire i missed u . but... we change le -
- no more night..no more bloody lips, no more bloody kiss -


farking sway month .
cb. fark u can ? knn.
i work mon - fri .
just wish to enjoy fri/sat/sun
and u give mi this shit. pcb.


so many thing happened.
well . it past... so i don wish to say anymore.
thank those pple around mi. really thank.
sorry to u all too..i just don know how to control.
i didnt know i will lost control..
i didnt know i will became like this..
now i know why some reason.
why pple choose to smoke and drink . maybe.
let mi blog abit about ytd and today ? .

oh ya. my sister came back from CHINA/HK !
haha. she bought some clothes for mi .
and other thing of cos lol.haha.. life without her ;x only she know LOLS.
den...


ytd my toe nail drop off , so i wear slipper go work.
den it just so weird la. all pple wearing so formal.
and mi .. -_- den my supervisor or rather my team leader
say.
team leader - u cant wear jean and t shirt to work .
i - den u want mi wear formal with slipper meh ?
team leader - why not? since we allow u to wear slipper.
i - sorry. den i will take leave.
team leader - this week leave is too much . u cant take any leave.
i - well..den what u want to do.
team leader - unless u got MC .
i - ok den . tml i will take MC .

well den reach home. watch my show "A Game About Love"
i really love this show alot. but only starting and middle.
cos... i don like show ending. i don know y =\
after watching..while i going to slp ..
gf msn mi . hm.. seem something happen to her at her blog.
den later she ask mi play UNO !! LOL
WELL! i LOST TILL..... nth to say.
after pei her play awhile . i went to go slp =)

den this morning wake up . went to polyclinic to see doctor.
the Q is... so nice ~ lol.. while Q-ing..
1 NUS student come and do a survey.
well it a pretty gal so i agree, end she ask only 3 question.

1)Do u have any relationship before?

2)Have you do anything more den hug/kiss before with ur gf?

3)Have you ever reject her sex?

well the question around like this. maybe i cant remember well.
den.wait around 1hour.. finally it my turn ..
go in see doctor. say my toe nail like this i cant go work.
the doctor ask mi .. hm.. do u need pain killer.
i say no need ba. den she say.. ok.
i will give u MC till friday.
i STUN ! i say.. erm no need so long LOL
den she give mi until this thursday which mean i friday den start work.
after taking MC. went to meet jenny for breakfast or rather lunch.
lols. so long never saw her too .chat alot , and also about her trips
to china.and alot lols. after eating and chatting we went home =))

den watch my show all the way till now !finally end.
den now playing uno with gf again -_-.
u see how she talk to mi !

KeL . cos of u . i give up my job . =] says:
gf can i dye my hair to all purple.
- KeL . cos of u . i give up my job . =] says:
or blue ._.
emily ♥ ; i want to feel loved says:
i will slap you

u see -_- .. how fierce is my gf. she been scolding mi alot.
=((

1 more thing here my pic!

alot pple saw it. alot pple ask mi y.
sorry cant say =]

ok! gona slp soon ! VAMPIRE ! remember...

- close to u -


so many farking thing happen to mi .
why must like this ?

dad at hospital cos of heart attack .
i fail my tp .
i lost my handphone.
i quarrel with mum.
and so many thing.

i just want to enjoy my friday , sat and sunday.
issit really so hard? y must treat mi like this .

u think i really want to happen this kind of thing .
y someone just don understand.
i don know what to do now. don feel like coming home tonite.
i stress enough.
i am very tired.

y must my life became like this.

fark everything :)


Changed blogskins finally.
it done by myself. cos someone don want help mi.
nvm is ok , at least i know le ?


hmm.. recently i don know what to blog,
i don know why .
i don know how come like this .
i don know why so weird .
i don know why so bored .
and i don know what to do also -_-.

issit became ns life coming ? or.. i don know what to do?
let mi recalls anything to blog ....
oh ya ! finally this friday i getting my pay .
finally i worked 1month + .
LOLS. althought the pay not much . but at least enough to eat.
and ah heng bday coming..
xiao ying bday coming..
gona spend alot le T_T
and afew friend going ns in 8 of june.
100% going out drink etc. ahh....
Recently alot pple changed.
of cos u have ur own reason .
pple do changes. that no choice.
no matter change to bad
change to good .
change to another person .
that fate? lols.
maybe la. now sl is so on ..
asking him go where and go out.
he alway so on even he save so hard for $ =\
OH YA ! .
1 last thing b4 i end my blogging .
i having my driving test at 8 OF JUNE !
seriously i don have much confident.
i don know why ... but i told myself i need to pass in first time.
if i ever pass this coming 8 june. i will say the reason.
cos it mean alot to mi . =]
too long never drive. and i gona straight go for the test.
is the chance high ? =\ i wish to boook some lesson now.
but ... too bad . no slot. no $ . no choice.
well... wish mi good luck ? so next time i can drive u all home lols.

k ba. time to slp soon i too tired. just reach home this morning.
not enough slp .


- let stop , since we know we just need someone for awhile i am sorry -

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

KEL aka PENGZHI
Born
DEC 07 1987
AGE
21.
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KeL_87@hotmail.com

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